I
know I have been gone from Facebook, my YouTube channels and my blogs
for a while now. I wanted to let you all know what is going on and
why. But first I want to say I will be back I'm just not sure when. I
want to get back to posting like before eventually.
This
last year, starting with the month of November 2017 has been by far
the hardest of my life. While there have been some fantastically
wonderful things happen (like my first grandson being born) there
have been some very hard things happen also.
The
deaths of several people close to me has hit me harder than I could
have ever imagined. I have also watched people I care about suffer
from mental/emotional issues and I have to say the feeling of
helplessness that you are left with watching that is indescribable.
There
have also been some financial worries in my life that have caused me
more than a few sleepless nights.
I
know I have been on the brink of depression for most of the last year
and many days have been a battle just to get up and do what needs to
be done.
I'm
not telling you all of this for sympathy or anything else other than
to let you all know what has been going on and why there have been so
few videos.
I
actually have several videos filmed or partly filmed (some from back
in August) that I just haven't had the energy to finish. For
whatever reason the idea of starting the editing just seems so hard
right now.
I
will make it up to all of you and the porch series will continue.
I
am starting to feel better about life and more like myself the last
few weeks. I will get back on track. I want to thank all of you that
have stuck around while I have been absent.
